Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I Grow People........

I saw this T shirt not too long after I got pregnant with Katelynn. Actually Ryan found it and said this is perfect for you Robin and held it up to me in the store. I never did get it but still think it is cute! I thought before I "stop growing people" I would share the cute shirt with you. I am kinda sad (but only a little bit) to think about this baby possibly being my last child. I know every mom goes through that feeling. Seeing that I have pretty much been pregnant for 2 years now....I almost want to burn my maternity clothes (not yours Laura or Deanna)! I don't even remember what regular clothes I have in my closet but I am very anxious to get back in them. I am very excited to sleep on my tummy (for the little time I will be able to sleep!) I cant wait to be one body and I am looking forward to seeing my OB/Gyn once a year like every other woman. I am sure they are tired of seeing my face and belly and other things too! So just a few emotions as I draw near to the end of what could possibly be the end of having children. We haven't decided on birth control yet but seeing that I got pregnant on the pill 2 times we might look at doing something different. Ryan is not wanting to do anything permanent yet because we are still young and wants the option to be there if something were to happen to 1 or all of our kids. I pray we never have that happens Dear Lord! I will reevaluate how I feel after I am not pregnant for a while. I don't think I could give it a good solid solution right now. Don't get me wrong, we are not wanting anymore right now and think a family of 5 is plenty and perfect for us right now. We will just see what options are best for us. I am about to go to my last OB appt for Katelynn and I will give everyone a update if there is one. Basically I haven't changed since the last one and she is giving me the option if I want to do the 3rd treatment or not. She was hoping it would change/progress my cervix but she hates to put me through all of the pain and it not change me. So as it stands right now it looks like Monday will be the day. If I have changes today I will let ya know! Off for now....see ya!

5 comments:

Laura said...

You're good at "growing people!"

Didn't know the medicine wasn't changing anything! Ugh. Praying for you guys...

Ben, Sheila, & Isaac said...

Hope the appointment goes well and that she's made a little progress. At least you're not having to wait until your due date or later with this one! :)

Deanna said...

Sheila definately has a point. At least you don't have to wait til the 29th this time! I know you're so uncomfortable. Glad you'll be able to sleep on your tummy as early as next week! (I didn't have that problem...I can't/don't sleep on my stomach. I couldn't sleep on my back and it about killed me!)

Jaime said...

When I got a closer look, I saw that the phrase under the "I Grow People" is "What's your superpower?"

That caught my attention because Adam's all about superheroes and superpowers...

amyc said...

So unless you've already gone into labor, it looks like tomorrow is the big day! Just wanted you to know that we are praying for you and a safe delivery! Can't wait to hear your birth story and see pics of your baby girl!